Book1:TeDream-Maker
书迷正在阅读:美美吃掉壮壮 , 新晋地下城BOSS向神发起挑战 , 素面 , 街头卖艺的舞蹈家 , [ABO]鸢色囚徒 , 炉鼎仙尊造福三界 , 民国大佬们总想上我(NPH) , 【刀剑乱舞R18】迷乱(all婶,bg,慎入) , 诱他 , 白月刚 , 芭蕾鞋 , 锦绣惊鸿
hecamefromossible.Hegedhisattitudeandbecameaic.Iwasstruckbythesimiritybetweenus.Theretioweenhimandhiscellisthesameasthatbetweenmyfleshbodyandfate.Onlyhisassiveandimposedonhim,whileminewasactivelyimposedonmyselfofmyownfreewill.Iwillinglyboundmyfleshbodysothatitwouldnotdoanythingmorallyoutoftracktoatoneforyoursins,Amalia.” “Amalia,myattitudetowardsfateislikethatofwater,whichflowsoverthesurfaceoftheearth,huggingtheriseandfalloftheterrainwithoutpromisingitsownnature.Ifitmeetswithobstacles,itwillstop,detourandtakeah;butwillstilltinueflowingtowardsitsdestination.Obedierebellious,thatisthesecretofgwithfate,heractivenorpassive.Thismayseemobscure,butinmylife,theyarepatibleandexistinperfectharmony.Inmyobservationsofthechimpanzee,Irealizedthathehadgivenuprebellionandhisownfreewill.Hebowedtothefutilityofresistandsowasnolongerrebellious.Hiseyesweredocilebutsly.Tomakethebestofabaddeandfindjoyamidhardship,hepyedpracticaljokesonhumans.Iwouldliketoreverttoman’snaturalprimitiveeaurntotheanimalstatewewereinbeforeevolution.ThatdoesnotmeanIwouldgosofarastomasturbateinpubliclikethechimpahatisimpossiblebecausemillionsofyearsofcivilizationhadpassedandIainstfateasthhlyashe.SoIhaveshapedmyownattitudetowardsfatelikethetheoryofwater,geamebuttenacious.Yourattitude,Amalia,istheexactopposite.Youwerelikefire,untrolbleaating.Thatisthemaindiffereweenyouandme.Oh,Amalia,tellmehowIatoneforyoursins." BythehaddispersedandthebrightsunlightshiningstraightonhimmadeDimitri,whohadfullyrecoveredfromhishangover,feeldizzy.Helookedupatthevastexpanseofclearblueskieswithoutthetraceofasinglecloudandasuddenpaniccameoverhim. "Wherearetheclouds?WherehasAmaliagoo?"Hegotintoahystericalfrenzyandranaroundshouting,"Amalia!Amalia!Whereareyou?"Buttherewasnoanswerfromtheskies,noclouds,noAmalia.Dimitrisatdowedlyonthebendthought."WherecouldAmaliahavegoo?PerhapsshefellfromthecloudsbacktoHell.Heenvisionedawideexpanseofdesert,torrid,dryandshadeless,withtheraysofninesunsbzingdownonthered-hotsandsofironore.Amaliawascrawlihem,pantingwiththirstandhalfdeliriouswiththeheat.Dimitricouldolookandcried,"Amalia,areyousorrynowforyoursins?Youmustbe!"Butthen,herememberedherwords,"Don’tthinktwicebeforeyouaceathingisdone,neverregret.”No,Amaliawould.Theexpressiononherfaceainful,yetrebelliousandremorseless.AhAmalia!Repent!Perhapsyouattainabsolution.TellmehowIhelpyouleaveyourpainfulenviro.Perhapswhatyouneednowisagssofcejuice,buthowIgetittoyou?Thedimensionsseparatinguseasuredbytimeorspace.AhAmalia!HowIleaveyoutosufferallone?" Dimitriwentbacktohisbendydownlistlessly.Hethought, "Iamgrowingoldinthespringbreeze.IfIhadknownhowhardlifewouldbe,I’dhaveledinmymother’swombforeverandneverhaveetothisworld.Itmusthavebeensnugandcozythere,hertoowarmnortoocold,likelyinghalfasleepandhalfawakeonahammock,swayinginthespringbreeze,lostidreams.”Later,DimitrifinallyfoundhislonglostmotherandweledhertohismysteriousKingdomwhereshelivedhappilyeverafterwiththefilialdevotionandpanionshipofDimitriandhisbeauties.Butthatistobedealtwi