Book1:TeDream-Maker
书迷正在阅读：催眠总攻:被设定的男人们 , 传奇法师沦为替身的堕落之路 , 末日之异化来袭 , 春光乍现（短篇合集 1v1h） , 我喜欢你的信息素（引路星原着） , 恋爱三十题 , 24小时（高傲出轨反被抹） , 咖啡战争 我要当主角！ , （GL）厨娘 , 被同桌爆炒数次后终于黑化了(追妻火葬场) , 脑洞合集 , 火影之博人后宫无极限～【同人高H】
’sdeath,findingshecouldnothahepublishingpanyalone,shesoldit．Somehowshefeltrestless，feelingtherewassomethingsheshouldhavedodidn’t．Searghermind，itsuddenlydawnedohatshehadhepapersyet．No,shehadhepaperssinceJoshua’sdeath．Habitsofformerdaysstillydormantinhermemoryandoccurredagainwhendistressed．Shelitacigaretteandsatdown． Thelivingroomwashugewithtwosetsoffurniture：oneese,oern．Theesesetwasmadeofrosewood,cqueredandeboratelycarved,coveredwithembroideredsatincushions.Thewesterwasofvelvet,softandfortable．Therewerethingsscatteredaroundtheroom，chosenfortheirartisticvalue：athickPersiancarpetwovenwithpicturesoftheCrusaders,sculptureoffuciusotbellywhichJoshuachosebecauseitwassodifferentfromtheusuallikenessandshowedtheiivenessoftheartist，areplicaofRodin’s"Musing"，hisfavoritesculpture．Nooneknewwhatthatmanwasthinkingofsittingtherecradlinghischeeksinhishands．TherewasalsoanivorycarvingofaThaidancer,frozeninherbeautifundmeicalposture．Thesewereallmasterpicesmadebyartistsdepigthehumanbodyastheirsubjectmatter．Man’sposturediffersinthedifferentstagesofhislife．Theeandvivaciousnessofchildhood,wherelifeforcesbrewandgrowforalongtimeexplodeintotheseeminglyeverstingenergyofyouth，likethebudjustburstingwithbloom．Thehestabilityandsophisticationofadulthood，themostpreciousandgoldenageofman,whichisliketheflowerinfullbloom,themostbeautifundfasatingstage,untilitmellowsandfadesintooldage,wherethebodyshrinksandshrivelsandthefacewrinkles．Butitislikethesettingsunwhichleavesitsresiduewarmthoh,symbolizingthekindnessalenessofoldage．Thoughman’sbodygebecauseofoutwardenviroandcircumstances,wemakeourmindsandsoulsintomasterpieces,justliketheartistswhomakeourbodiesintoart． ItwasatthisstageofhislifethatJoshuamarriedshedidnotmindtheagedifference．Havinglostherfatherduringchildhood,shelookeduptohimasafatherfigure，seemingtopromisesafetyandsecurity．Shethoughtthatthesixtieswereamayearsbecausethenhewasmatureandasfullofsubstanceasanepic．Joshua’sfaceseemedtoappearbeforeher,itssternandsolemnexpressionemphasizedbyhisrimlessgsses.Hismeticulouscalcutionsoftimewasanobsessionbonmania，ashewouldusehiscalcutortopnhisdayexacttotheverysedastohowlonghecouldspendoneachofhisdailyactivities．As，exadaccurateashewas，therewasnowayhecouldcalcutehowlonghisheartwouldkeepbeating．Itwasatimebombthatcouldexplodeatanyminute.Novelusedtobehisprivatehenshegraduallytookoverthedutiesofhisbusinessassistant,beforefinallybeinghiswife． Shewasstillloafingonthesofawhenallkindsofpicturescameunbiddenintoherhead.Thefirsticasso’spaintingur-faan"．WhenNovelfirstsawit，shehadthoughtitweirdandstraoexpressthingswithtriangles，butitleftadeepimpressionradually，shecametoappreciatethatthetriangurshapewasharmonious．Thenthesegedtothefamouspictureedoldigupleft-overearsofwheatfromanalreadyharvestedfield．Shewassmilingfaintlyinsatisfa．Novelwasdeeplymovedbythepicture． Suddenlyshegrewnervousandbrokeintoacoldsweatbecauseanotherchildhoodsecrowdedintohermemory．Shewasonlytenoreleventhen，havingjustmovedintoanapartmentohfloorofatenstoreybuilding,theup